~A Little History~
It is now clear that I was poisoned. We lived on an old dump site active thru the 1960′s. It was closed but never properly sealed to prevent heavy metal contamination of ground water. The ground water was later found to be contaminated and all surrounding wells are now closed due to lead, aluminum, nickel, tin and mercury poisoning. There are several active law suits in the area. We lived there with our children for over 20 years.
One needs balance and just when I think I am, I realize I am far from it. Sometimes meditation is more practice than awareness. Or maybe it’s awareness of practice? I am not sure. My most fruitful meditations tend to be rocking in my chair staring at flowers and ribbon snakes but luckily meditation without meditating is my spiritual path. Chelation…
Just for you today…
Revel in Spring no matter the color of the sky.
If there was a place… Somehow I think not.
Again I have been made too ill by the drugs to continue my chelation therapy. Now we are moving to compounding some dreadful EDTA combo that’s “new”. As far as I know, EDTA isn’t new but I give up.
Cohen’s lyrics speak to me…again.
Spring is my favorite time of year.
I am a taurus{Yes, April 22!} and digging in the dirt is close to my heart. I love the flowers we are blessed with in my part of the world; the colors always lift my mood no matter how low. I find it a healing time for body and mind.
It is a creative force as if the sprites and fairies clamor into my soul, driving a need to see color splashed just about everywhere.
There are days that seem ordinary. Like this one. Me and dog and camera, walking in a pasture. I didn’t know I had captured a miracle in this watery rusted metal trough but I somehow did. It isn’t an egg all decorated with pink and yellow sugar but it’s much better for you. In all ways, much better for you. A few more…
Spring has returned. The Earth is like a child that knows poems. ~Rainer Maria Rilke
The anti-bullying movement has led to many amazing and inspirational videos over the last few years, but this may be …
I suffer from autoimmune disease of bizarre varieties. Last fall I developed a NEW and painful reaction whenever I took a breath. I had never had asthma nor suffered much in the form of seasonal allergies. At the time, my doctor and I thought it was caused by a stubborn inversion layer. The resulting air pollution, especially VOC’s, were blowing into the bedroom on the Pineapple Express each night. I bought an expensive air purifier, closed the windows and considered $20,000 air conditioning. And I underwent Heavy Metals testing…
